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Thursday, January 21, 2016

Veni, Vidi, Vici

"I came, I saw, I conquered."

I would love to be able to end on this quote, but it kinda sets a few things in stone that should still be concrete. We came to Quest English 8, we were helped to see in Quest English 8 through 9, but the last part is what gets me. "I conquered" almost feels defining in that we are done, finished, complete. But we are not.

The entirety of this class has taught me so much about so many topics, and I'd love to say that I remembered everything, but I have not. And so i have not conquered, I have learned, but I have definitely not conquered. So when you ask what's next, there is many possibilities. Even if any of us managed to remember everything of the immense load that we learned, there would still be an infinite times that of information to still learn. 

But the thing that will vary all of us and where we go next will be based on each of our own free choices. My choices will be different then everyone else's, and so I will explain my aspirations. I wish to become a competitive CS:GO player for Fnatic, go to The University of Texas, and major game design. And so I will end with this, "What do you want to do next: Something good, something bad? A bit of both?" ~ Starlord, Guardians of the Galaxy.

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Learning Project: Animation Reflection



This project was awesome, all things considered. It gave me the chance, excuse, and motivation to learn animation. I had been putting this off for some time, so thanks for the deadline. Not only did I learn about how to animate, but I learned a lot of things on the subject of creativity. I learned about how to make characters, storyboards, and inside jokes among other things and that you could incorporate these things into many other topics and creations.

Beginning the project was probably the toughest part to start with, but with time the toughest thing was realizing what else I could have done with more time or different topics. I do not regret choosing and finishing this project on animation, but i do regret not being able to have choose more project topics. Learning how to YoYo and play CS:GO like a pro being among those topics I left behind. However, now that I have learned that I can take the time out of my schedule to learn things like this, I have no doubt of being able to pick up these lessons and topics as skills in the near future. For instance, I have just recently started a CS:GO team with a couple of friends, and we have begun to play together and practice. With taking the time to 'break the ice', so to speak, I have unlocked many paths in front of me. This including some dreams and aspirations to become a CS:GO pro player for Fnatic or other teams, a famous YouTuber, or someone that people would look to for guidance and comfort in some way, shape, or form.

This project has definitely shown me that if you put your mind to something, you can do it against all odds. In this day and age where people are negative and discourage each other consistently, it is a comforting and convenient lesson to learn at my age. This lesson can also be strengthened by looking at role models like CS:GO player Olofmeister who isn't afraid to sign stuff and talk to fans who others players might just find annoying, or Animator Edd Gould who wasn't afraid to animate up to his death in 2012. These people set there minds to something, and got it done despite the odds or things against them.


To sum things up, this project has taught me a few things. Among them being that deadlines are my friend, if you put your mind to something you can do it, and that many people have already achieved greatness, so why can't you? Even beyond just this project or things similar, these are great lessons to have learned for my first year of high school.



Monday, January 18, 2016

One Good Thing: LotF

God leads me everyday on the journey of life, and when people tell me that I am believing in something that doesn’t exist, I laugh and turn away from them. Because the odds of all the topics that we are learning and discussing all of a sudden being some of the most prevalent things in my life even before we started reading Lord of the Flies isn’t just coincidence, it’s purposeful. Things in my life happen for a reason, and this is what helps me get through the worst of times. It is one of many of my morals, and it is part of my very being. My morals shape my soul, they define my beliefs, and they fill the cracks and crevices in my life. The worst periods in my life are cushioned, the worst people in my life are forgiven, and the worst things I’ve done are learned from and left behind in my past.


Immediately with not only reading the book, but looking at the cover, I received not only a bad gut feeling, but one of those shivers you get once in awhile at random times. But like I said previously, I believe in a lot of things, but coincidences are very rarely things I even begin to consider. For myself, I tend to have shivers if I am in the presence of something sinful. At first sight of the cover, I thought it was a just a large fly with a fat boy on the cover. But as soon as it was explained to me that this fly wasn’t a normal fly but was in fact Beelzebub, then that Beelzebub was another translation for Lord of the Flies, and even worse was that Beelzebub was another name for the devil. In that moment I had no doubt as where the shiver had come from.


With the missing information filled in, I started connecting the dots. So many sins are committed in this book, including but not limited to gluttony, envy, greed, sloth, pride, and wrath. The only sin of the seven sins that I don’t see present on the island would be lust, but I’m sure with time and thought you could argue that lust is present as well. With all of this sin, it would be easy to simply connect it all in the point of “sin is really prevalent”. But that would be too easy, considering that characters like Roger exist in LotF. Instead, I will do my best to point out the best in this book, proving that no darkness can withstand light, and that at least some good morals can be taught from this book.


There is no character in this book who has not sinned in some way or form, but some have sinned less than others. Everyone took part in Simon's death, and what a gruesome death that was, as when Simon tumbled down to the beach everyone “...surged after it, poured down the rock, leapt on the beast, screamed, struck, bit, tore” (Golding 153). For a book lasting roughly 208 pages and being read by ninth graders, this is pretty descriptive, more descriptive then I would have liked. But it is necessary to show that everyone committed murder, but not only murder but a brutal, horrible killing of man.


Why do I point this out, you may ask? The morning after Simon's death, the book continues with Ralph, Simon, Sam, and Eric at the beach by the pool. The mood is solemn, and Ralph keeps bringing up Simon, while the other boys have already have seemed to make peace with his death already. After bringing up his death multiple times, Piggy, Sam, and Eric finally manage to get Ralph to stop bringing up the subject, but only after making excuses, as “Memory of the dance that none of them had attended shook all four boys convulsively. ‘We left early’” (Golding 158). The one good thing that I pull out of this is that Ralph felt guilt. It shows that he is human, and guess who made us human, with these tendencies such as having guilt? God. It shows that we as humans can recover through learning from our mistakes and finding forgiveness in ourselves and our savior. At the root of ourselves, when everything else is eroded away, there will always be God.


Moving forward in the story, to the point where savagery has clung to most of the boys and has seeped into their minds, everyone seems to have lost their minds as they all have joined Jack's tribe and appointed Roger as the person to torture people. Sam and Eric have been captured, and Roger and his evil tendencies have been put into use to teach them a lesson on obeying Jack. Not much is written about that part, but it seems that he did some pretty wacky things. With Ralph being the only presumed kid who hasn’t joined Jack's band now, he proceeds to sneak close to the ‘castle’ and climb the wall where Sam and Eric are.


Even after being tortured by Roger, Sam and Eric risk their necks by providing Ralph with food and information. Quietly, “Ralph felt a chunk of meat pushed against him and grabbed it” (Golding 190), as someone was heard to be coming to check on Sam and Eric. Quickly climbing down the surface of the rock, Ralph “...tensed again. There were voices raised on the top of the castle rock” (Golding 190). Obviously, Sam and Eric still have good in them, as they would not only have ratted Ralph out to Jack, but they wouldn’t have given him food and at least some reassurance of safety the next day in a plan to keep him alive. Not only does this teach good morals of loyalty to friends, but it also strengthens my previous point of God being at the roots of anyone and anything, not to mention showing that he can light the way back to road of life from the many dark paths that some of us may have taken a wrong turn into.


Taking into account that there are numerous bad things being obvious in this book, I hope that I have not only provided myself with the truth that even ‘absolute’ darkness would be terminated by light and love, but you as well. No one deserves to live life without at least one good thing. And I hope this blog has shown that it may take work and elbow grease to find that one good thing among the bad, but that it also shows that they exist and are prominent when realized in full extent.